Try again.
Well it seems results are in, one month down and I'm not pregnant. RiFF and I have only recently discussed the whole idea of children and I'd only gone off the Pill about 4 weeks ago so could I expect anything more? When talking to Mum recently she was telling me about how she fell pregnant at least 2-3 months after ditching her pills, but thats Mum. She's got 4 children to speak of.
I am a little disappointed I guess. It's funny but when we first started talking about the idea of children, part of me was a little nervous and alot scared. Did I drink too much? Was my health going to be able to cope? How were we going to juggle house repayments, me being off work, incomes, things like that? I'm still really nervous about it all happening and in some funny way, maybe thats why karma/fate said 'not this month.' Perhaps I'm being given time to get used to the idea. I mean, my sister was in a state of denial for 9 months until she was in hospital, in labour and then you could see the state of play really kind of sunk in. Dude, you're having a baby.
So while it's been an interesting time talking to people, and reading all this scary stuff about things to eat, things you can't eat, things you shouldn't do etc. and I think I've gotten over my initial 'Holy crap, what are we doing' stage, I'm disappointed that it wasn't this month. So TTC (trying to conceive) we still are.
I am a little disappointed I guess. It's funny but when we first started talking about the idea of children, part of me was a little nervous and alot scared. Did I drink too much? Was my health going to be able to cope? How were we going to juggle house repayments, me being off work, incomes, things like that? I'm still really nervous about it all happening and in some funny way, maybe thats why karma/fate said 'not this month.' Perhaps I'm being given time to get used to the idea. I mean, my sister was in a state of denial for 9 months until she was in hospital, in labour and then you could see the state of play really kind of sunk in. Dude, you're having a baby.
So while it's been an interesting time talking to people, and reading all this scary stuff about things to eat, things you can't eat, things you shouldn't do etc. and I think I've gotten over my initial 'Holy crap, what are we doing' stage, I'm disappointed that it wasn't this month. So TTC (trying to conceive) we still are.
posted by Rom | 6:50 PM
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Yay, you and me and another friend of mine, this is cool!
It's bizarre but as soon as you decide to try, your whole thought pattern changes, it's crazy. Now everywhere I go I see babies, and people having them or see even baby stuff. Maybe I was blind before and now I can see?
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