Obsessed
I am officially a nut. I'm sure of it. A member of the obsessive TTC group.
I just had to know so I did a home pregnancy test. I'm officially late by only 4/5 days and all signs are saying 'nuh, not this month honey' but I still did the test. Only since I bought it yesterday while grocery shopping and it would be a shame to waste it. Yeah..that's it.
I sat and watched the results. It said wait 3 minutes and then consult. Ok, after 3 minutes one pink line came up, on the packet that meant negative. Ok, I can handle that. I knew it would come up a no, so hey, that just confirms it. I took it to RiFF to show him the results, him never having seen the whole test thing before. While we were looking at it, another line stared to show, only faintly, but he saw it an I saw it. What does it mean? Were the too of us hoping to see something and imagined it? Surely 2 people couldn't imagine the same thing? But sure enough, that line was still there, faint as if it was worried to come out in case we pounced on it. Packet said even if the line is faint,it's a yes. It also said dont evaluate the test after 10 minutes. I'm sure it hadn't been 10 minutes, I am also sure I have become an obsessive nut *and only after one month of trying*. Someone save me now if this is what I will be doing every month.
Do I get a little club pin or have to learn a secret handshake?
I just had to know so I did a home pregnancy test. I'm officially late by only 4/5 days and all signs are saying 'nuh, not this month honey' but I still did the test. Only since I bought it yesterday while grocery shopping and it would be a shame to waste it. Yeah..that's it.
I sat and watched the results. It said wait 3 minutes and then consult. Ok, after 3 minutes one pink line came up, on the packet that meant negative. Ok, I can handle that. I knew it would come up a no, so hey, that just confirms it. I took it to RiFF to show him the results, him never having seen the whole test thing before. While we were looking at it, another line stared to show, only faintly, but he saw it an I saw it. What does it mean? Were the too of us hoping to see something and imagined it? Surely 2 people couldn't imagine the same thing? But sure enough, that line was still there, faint as if it was worried to come out in case we pounced on it. Packet said even if the line is faint,it's a yes. It also said dont evaluate the test after 10 minutes. I'm sure it hadn't been 10 minutes, I am also sure I have become an obsessive nut *and only after one month of trying*. Someone save me now if this is what I will be doing every month.
Do I get a little club pin or have to learn a secret handshake?
posted by Rom | 2:29 AM
1 Comments:
I dont know, I'm really sceptical now and doing the whole 'well it was really faint so it probably means nothing' thought.
Guess I'll wait a few days and see how things go? Might redo it later and see what comes up.
But if it's one really vivid line, and even if the other is super faint, isn't that a no?
damn uncertainty
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